am I sick from anxiety or am I actually physically ill? a memoir by me
am i lazy or horribly depressed: the sequel
does everyone hate me or am I just very insecure: the completion of the trilogy
And the riveting companion anthology of short stories: Am I Actually Getting Better or am I Ignoring My Problems
A song title by Panic! At the Disco.
Had a gastroscopy this morning. Instead of spray-numbing your throat, they now give this amazing sedative that knocks you out for about 10 minutes. So much nicer.
On the other hand, I was so nauseated all night that I couldn’t sleep at all. Even with all the anti-emetics, so much as turning my head made me feel like I was gonna puke. It was not fun.
hazankoalpha replied to your post:
Ygggggggg I wish you weren’t in the hospital so often :(
You and me both, Haz.
Because I posted this http://yggdrasilly.tumblr.com/post/90525416078 a couple weeks ago and then suddenly he calls the nurse’s station out of the blue while I’m here in the hospital. I didn’t tell him I was here and couldn’t figure out who did (I know now, however) so I was mostly caught off guard and it freaked me out.
My nurse just came into my room and told me that my father called. I would very much like to know who told my father that I am in the hospital and/or how he knew to call me here. I don’t imagine it was anyone here but still. I need to vent.
This is not cool and I’m kind of freaking out.